update update, well not really, not much has happened..nothing significant at all... but just to think back on what could have been different in my life... I was never good with people lol, socials interaction wise... wish I had stayed in Taiwan or been in U.S my entire life instead of moving around so much... maybe then I would have have close friends.

Don't be mistaken... I do have some close friends in the military, however they are like my family... scattered all over the world. now I'm in Okinawa... unsure what to do with my time... problems for me... is not about money, not about competing for fame or anything like that. I'm set with my path in life to come. Only thing I wish is to end the loneliness.

I offered to help watch over a friends cat while she went to the desert... kinda lazy - -; I guess I should check on the cat every other day. I need to stop sleeping.....sigh

Mom and Tina supposely will be coming over to Okinawa... this month.. donno what place I'm going to take them... its not like I know the place that well.. just where the mall is.. where some good expensive food place... thats it. but if they come.. I guess I can take them to the beach...

next month coming up soon though... Bday...hmm... what should I get ...I should save money... but then... so many good games out T.T...

eh...new update lol... got to stop being lazy... anyways, I'm finally in Okinawa hahaha... wish there is someone knows the local area well can show me around...- -; but, I'm pretty happy as it is. learning Japanese as I go... with ppl giving me weird looks like they dont understand what I'm trying to say...

wonder if I will ever meet ppl from high school again....maybe... leave it up to chance...